I just don’t have the energy
I’ve had a strange few of days. Being in a new relationship is definitely making me re-think who I truly am. I’m thinking so much, I am tired all time. It’s strange! I don’t mind at all because I am learning more about myself, and my place in this world, than I ever have before. I put it down to age, maturity and education, but my partner says it’s because of how we feel about each other.
To better understand myself and make sense of things, I have started writing notes on my phone when a situation occurs. Here a few from last week …..
I sit waiting for you to to get test hoping you don’t wear something that will bring attention to us. I just want to hide most of the time.
I’ve never felt the need to be needed or loved before now.
Every day I hope … Read the rest