A punch in the head

Lately my days are starting very dark indeed.

My interactions with my partner are getting more and more fractured.

Every time something happens I react negatively. Every sound sets me off into an internal rage and silent screaming.

The only resolution I can come up with is walking away. But from what?

I can’t get away from inside my head. I live in a van with my partner and, when we are sharing that space, I can’t exactly get away from her. Especially if it’s late at night.

I have started to literally walk around the van to reset my situation and feel some fresh air on my skin.

I am struggling to feel anything at the moment apart from hurt and upset. I am constantly close to crying and my head is constantly close to exploding.

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