Today’s daily depressive thoughts
I’m tired and lost
I don’t know which I am the most
The truth about me … I’m lonely. I always want to be alone. Away from this life, I don’t want to call my own
I can’t connect with anything.
I feel hollow and numb. I very attempt to think sends me tired.
The sound of someone eating, the breath of a loved one, the crash of cutlery, the scrape of a plate sends me cold.
I can’t find the right things to say or do, but when I do it’s the same old shit that’s been in my head for years.
I’ve got stress coming from all sides
It’s all in my mind is all I hear
What does “me” mean? How and when do you know who you truly are?
I am already at a time in my life where I don’t care about what people think of me.
It’s like having 100% burns and everything that is said and happens hurts.
My career. I feel like I’ve been on a boat with that crashed into an island. I was the only survivor. All my friends and family keep trying to find me. I see them trying but can’t reach out and tell them where I am.
I’m envious of a leaf that’s managed to escape the tree and floats around on the wind.